went out with aina and panda! it was all last min. yups. aina had to go kk hosp to collect her dear junior handphone.. we took the 67 bus. the bus ride was like SUPER LONG. can like fall asleep. yups. bullied my panda today! twisting each other fingers. and punching each other fist. it was painful but fun. haha. and guess what we missed the bus stop.. then we cont going towards... erm.. i dont know? haha. im a lu chi. dont know my road. it was like what time when we found out we missed our bus stop. so we alighted at the next stop. and AGAIN took 67 home. the bus ride was SUPER LONG AGAIN.. an hour i think.. we were all standing throughout the ride. was hungry. didnt have lunch or dinner yet. so i felt really tired and dead. but, panda disturb me. haha. so we tried twisting each other fingers. to and fro. i have been like banging my head. towards the window. the bar. so many things. im getting stupid. then we reach BEDOK at 9 plus then went to have dinner at LJS. i had no mood to eat so i ate until so messy. wasnt holding the knife properly. aiya. everything was in a mess. then eat and talk till 10 when my mummy call me to ask where am i. then left LJS not long after that. I GOT MY BIG MIRROR! haha. was happy lah! another collection to my big mirrors. haha. i love my panda lah. so nice. give me mirror! haha. sigh. today is the first exam paper for the mids. i think i did dam badly for english. chinese? i think its fine. have yet to study. bleah. alrights. im tired. byebye(:

TMR tmr is the begining of mids! and i have yet to study! oh wells. mids is like tmr and theres still so much hw! WHY.. yups. sch? not much lessons today. didnt really learn anything today. i am so so so scared of bio and physis paper. cause thats the 2 sub i slack the MOST! sigh. physis test. i think i failed or just pass.. OH i pass my ss!! YAY! 8/12! haha. proud of myself. haha. stupid chem project. was suppose to do it today but everyone left.. so me and gay6 did. with the help of wingyan. haha. everything was like falling apart.. was or irritated. there was like no glue for us the stick the things together.. and its like included in ca. and we gave such a messy work. sigh. oh. i think the optician called me. wonder hows my contacts. hmm. alrights. very lazy to type. bye!

Its another don’t know what to do day. mids are like in 4 days time and I have yet to start all those revisions. Im lazy. haha. Like what lim beybey say. laziness is a big devil in me(: wahaha. i got lost in bedok! Haha. so stupid lah. I took the long way home then I cont walking thinking that it was the correct route. In the end I landed up no where. I Dont know where I was. PLUS im blind. Cant really see. But I found my way out eventually(: im so stupid. oh well, my mummy saw my progress card. as usual she will ask where are there so many red marks. you know me, i will give all sort of excuses:P haha. SIGH theres ss tmr. Bleah. I still don’t understand northern Ireland. She didnt go through! argh.. I still not sure of some stuff. Like chem.. i hardly understand or remember the things taught in class. Now the subject im most worried of is A MATHS. Im still unsure of logs and the very first chapter on some notation thing. Yups. I went down just now. my mummy is like so… i dont know. she dont trust me I think. Anw, went down with aina and meiyee. went to get some sweets and bread and.. erm.. a lot of things. Hahahaa. We went to 7-eleven. We wanted to buy stuff until it reaches 5 dollar so we can redeem the badge. But when we’re abt to pay. We realized that it was fully redeemed. Ya.. we talked to the shopkeeper abt the badges. She also gave us a badge which meiyee is looking for! We were lucky. Or should I say meiyee is lucky! We walked out of 7-eleven forgetting all abt the payment. Haha. the shopkeeper chase after us. haha. so funny. We went home after getting all the things we need. And it was abt 9.32? ya. Then my mum called.. asking me to go home right now.. just because I say I will reach home by 9.30.. irritating. ARGH! Tmr have to memorise the ss notes. Cause ms lim is testing us I suppose. Alright. Shall end here. byebye

4 more days to exams lah!! AHHH!!! and i haven start revision. ltr lah huh. (: haha. im so bored. come home so early. then stare into the com then play stupid games. i dont know whether theres hw or not. but i think there is.. AIYA! i dont care. at night then do! mids are next week and teacher seems to be on leave.. STRESS! i still dont know log! i hate a maths! so difficult! oh gosh.. my pregress card. haven let my parents see yet.. i failed 8 test. the same as last month. no improvement. like what the teacher said.. i must improve.. but... today i failed my bio test. 5/15 then tehres a maths test too. dont know whether i pass or not. SIGH. stress. and plus im blind. cannot see pple. then pple say i act dao. haha. i cant see! im blind. i want my contacts. but i have to wait until after mids. i need to study but i cannot study @!#$ yayayaya. im bored. oh ya! today after sch. walked the long way home. ya i walk. then i got lost. haha. i didnt know where i was walking to. but in the end i found my way. and got home. the weather is crazy. just now its was like HOT HOT AND HOT. now.. its freezing..yups. sms exceeded. its 600 i suppose. anw! i've got to save money(: yups. should i change my skin? shall end here. toodles noodles.

my contacts lense tore!!
just send it to the optician. so a week plus for the report. if its human fault. that means my fault. then have to remake the contact of course. found out the price its 100! broke... im broke. i back to square 1 when im really really broke. why am i broke? i didnt tell my parents abt it so i have to pay the contact by myself. report card are out.. i failed 8 tests. the same as last term. im like dying i think i will retain this year. i failed my a maths like shit.. in fact i fail my maths like shit.. all single digit. i have to work hard! mids are like in 7 days time. im turning nerdy soon! going to study damn hard! im blind today! blind after 2 months of sightness. i cannot see anything except in class! haha. refuse to wear specs out. no no no! haha. shall earn money by doing housework. well. i think i'll stay indoor until i get my contacts. i dont want to go out blind then didnt see car again and 'BANG' and get knock down by car! sigh.. i feel really blind. i can hardly walk ard. tmr wanted to go out but dont think i want anymore. forstly im blind. no point going out. and secondly. mids are round the corner. IM BLIND! BLIND BLIND! sigh): heartaching. going to have shoulder ache. all thank to the books i left in sch. had to clear everything by today. so ya. brought everything home. im starving. didnt eat lunch.. just ate a kebab. i think i got gastric. i hate 2006! so many bad things are happening to me! wonder what will happen next month..

i hate the way i am, i hate myself, i hate my life

i came back home early today. haha. school. i was so into studying. i took down notes. listen attentively. im crazy! haha. i think its because mids are really round the corner so have to buck up. aim for top 10 in class? haha. impossible. work hard can alrd! oh well. did i blog down i threw my phone ytd? anw. i shall blog abt it again if i have alrd blog. well. ytd morning. i woke up. took a look at my phone for msg. then guess what. i threw my phone onto the floor. HAHAHA. so stupid. when i threw my phone i then realise i am actually throwing my phone. well its too late. its on the floor. haha. im so ediot(: everyone agree i know. haha especailly gay.. yups. it is the 5th day the rain have rain. and its suppose to be 'summer'. i wonder hows the kitten and the tortise. oh my. poor little thing. hw.. i think theres hw. ya. going to go down and do(:

16 april


suppose to go ecp cycle with aina ,jy-mushroom head(: hahaha. but it rained. i went cycling 3 days in a row. and all threee days it rained. how annoying. so everything was cancelled. yups so went all ard looking for a bicycle shop to fix aina paddle. LOLS. on the way there. heard cries of a kitten. and the cries was from the drain. you know those big, black with heavy cover kind along the corridor? THERES A KITTEN STUCKED INSIDE! and theres no way out except to lift up the drain cover which weigh a tonne.. of course. aina and i tried to lift the cover up. ITS WAY TOO HEAVY. we even use cpu cover to try lift up the cover. but everything failed. then the kitten was like meowing and meowing. i was crazy i called the town council. i asked them to come over and they said 'a cat? oh sorry, we cannot do anything.' wa! i was so angry then i hang up on them. but i expected it. then it started raining. the poor thing is still inside! i felt so helpless and we cannot do anything. so we left... sigh. then went to fix aina paddle after that we came back. its still inside. meowing. and for the past few days it has been raining. im afraid that the drain will be flooded. then the kitten will drown. AHH! i cannot do anything. so we left again.. yups thats all i think.



today

ya. i camne home early. ard 3 plus reach home alrd. oh shucks. school was boring.. it seems like today is a very short day. i dont know lah. early in the morning ediot principal sqezzed EVERYBODY into the tiny hall. its like everyone hardly have any space to stand. and ediot principal asked us to sit down. i was all cramped up. then mrs low talked abt what bird flu and hand foot mouth disease. its like boring.. i can like fall asleep. then later in the afternoon theres another talk. not its briefing. briefing by ms kang which was like a educational channel. the speed of the speaker and the way she talks. wow. its boring.. its like i have been hearing the same old briefing on examns for like? 3 years? bored bored bored and bored. i got to go pack what to bring down! haha. studying/doing hw with my aina laogong(: LOLS! toodles noodles.


why are there so much homeworks!
i really hate school. #$!#!%

15 april


went cycling today. didnt go ecp. went somewhere near reservoir. the big drain. yups. went cycling. oh. i cycle to a place i never been before but always drive past. haha. AND I WENT DOWN and into the big big drain. took picture of graffiti. the graffiti not very nice. bleah. i wore my no friction slipper. and the drain is like algae everywhere. risk my life walking inside. i thot i wont fall if i walked very very slowly. but in de end i NEARLY fall. luckily i didnt panick or what. if not i will fall onto those algae. oh yucks. yupes. aina and i stayed there for quite some time. then we left. oh! we saw this super super erm cute? dog. haha. brown eyes! eagle's eye. if im not wrong. talked to the owner. yayaya. hes a christain. so he talked abt good most of the time. i was nearaly bored to death. luckily theres dogs(: i feel so mean. say hes boring. yups. i think he talked for abt 30-45 mins? surprisingly. it didnt rain today. haha. we also went to the fishing port in the reservoir. i saw a turtle. i think he/she was fished. very poor thing lah! hes alive and yet suffering with a hook in his/her mouth.stupid fisher and owner of the turtle. why is the council ot government do ediot. make reservoir a fishing place? have they ever think of the turtles? oh well. i was too angry. i scolded them. and tsk them when i walk past them. im evil. sorry. im feeling guilty. yups. got back home in time to do my mopping. theres too much hw. just beacuse friday is a holiday. the teachers dont need to give so much hw that are due on mon. hello! im a human not robot. aiya. i need to change tortise water. toodles noodles(:

very tired! yups. woke up at ard 10.30. i clean up, bath then left the house at 11am. went cycling with aina(: the sun was great when we were there. the sea was BEAUTIFUL! the sea water was clear and clean. its good friday. thats why. haha. of course! i played with the water! stupid big waves made my shorts wet. and i took pictures! took the sky the see and me! but this time is not so much on me. i took aina! haha. it was so sunny and nice. so we decided on caling the others to come to ecp. and that very moment! when we finish our calls. we saw dark clouds! ARGH! i thot the dark clouds will go off but it didnt. it started raining of course! so we cycled to 7eleven. the rain was very heavy!! irritating @#!@#. sat down for 2 hours? until jm and meiyee came(: we left after a while. it was still drizzling. ITS SUPER SUPER COLD! i was like shivering. haha. YUPS! i played water again! hahahaha. surprisingly. the sea water was warm. so comfy(: and again! I TOOK PICTURES until my phone bat went flat. haha. play and play then cycle again. dont know lah. i cant rmb! all i know is that the sea was beautiful! before it rain(:

i reach home at 7.30. i thot my mummy haven come home. but no, she came home alrd. die die die. she was angry. she stared at me when i came home. i dont know why. i was out the whole day. she scolded me too.. ALWAYS. im used to it. bleah. and you know why is she angry. cause didnt we(sis and i) do housework. i was out so i cannot do. MY SIS? SHE LEFT THE HOUSE AT 6PM. AND SHE DIDNT DO ANYTHING. THE THINGS I NEED TO DO. ALL REQUIRE HER TO DO FIRST BEFORE I CAN DO MINE! I GOT SCOLDED ALL THANSK TO HER! THANK YOU. i cant believe i got this type of sis. WHO LOVES TO GET ME INTO TROUBLE @#$%& its still cold! AHH! COLD cold COLD cold. lazy to type alrd. toodles noodles(:

i love the beautiful SEA (:
i LOVE aina(: my picture kaki for today!
i dont like the weather!

11 april


NAPFA! i think i did okay lah. i cant be bothered. as long as i pass im happy(: and i gave stupid 'NICE' monster card and she didnt give me! i cant rmb what happened alrd. only rmb stupid person owes me card(: hahaha


today

yay. today! went for the emaths class. SIGH! i dont rmb what the teacher teach. im so loser. going to fail fail fail. yaaaa, left school early again(: mids in 15 more days. went to LJS with mel and deen. they went there to study and do hw. i go there? stone. haha. no lah. i went there to disturb them. had lunch there too. AHH> deen! shes pretty after all(: haha. you know why...... DONT TELL YOU hahaha. deen should know. oh well. we sat at LJS for hours? 2 plus to 5? i did nothing. i didnt go tuition again.. THE END! next next week is exam.. DIE. i hate my contacts lah! it blurred off AGAIN. my vision was like as if singapore is full of fogs and mists. like genting(: haha. i didnt drink 8 glasses of water alrd. yay! should drink. ok. lazy to type. toodles noodles(:

sooney loves soon(:
deen loves me too(:
sotong loves her nice nice panda and dummy(:

YAY! i pass my 2.4km run. haha AND MY EMATHS STANDARD TEST! hehe. 16/25 happy for me? haha. cca break. so theres no choir. oh shucks. coral fest practices and like getting close. mids too! STRESS! sigh. sigh. i hate my school. why must they make us do SPA? so complicated. if dont have one part of it. its like over? no grade for the sub. irritating !@#!#$ went home early today. with gay, dummy and mel. yups. have to study! mids. stress. monsters got black heart. haha(: for monster only. okay lazy to type. byebye(:

7 april

yups! yts was 2.4 run. ran at the same placxe, reservoir i think i got 15 mins plus? haha. my number tag was 1285. haha. yups. went i finish running. i was like so so tired and thristy. luckily i got my H2O(: haha. deen gay and mel came to my house. i had to go back and change. didnt bring my tee and shorts to sch(: we bought red bull and cup noodles. went to my house to eat(: then we left at 3? haha. thot we were late. but they were others who were later(: after the run. walked ard with gay. then later with deen. went to the resevoir to sit and TAKE PICTURES haha(: sad. i saw this quite big dead terrepin in the reservoir. so sad lah. tortise die. i will never put my tortise there! NO NO NO(: hahahaha. and theres this man. thinking that hes harry potter or smth. was like shouting some things to the dead tortise. he got a 'wand' in his hand. and a chain for bicycle under his arm. haha. so many pple was like looking at him. hes weird. shouting at the dead tortise. then me and dummy walked and walked and left at 5 plus i think. then we walked home. my home(: the i did hw. so ediot. ss essay kills. im still on it. how many hours on it alrd. sigh. i sure to fail my ss):


today(:

i just woke up not long ago. went to bath. dont think my ah ma is coming back today. and i got the make a trip to sch to hand in my caj. im hungry. my parents didnt give us money again. haha. yups. i am so happy that 2.4 is over. but i got 5 item on mon or tues. cant rmb. AND MIDS ARE COMING! @ MORE WEEKS stress. ok. gtg meet aina(: toodles noodles(:

decided to type a short update(: yups. tmr is 2.4k run. bleah.. yups my aim 14 mins plus(: i failed my ss essay. 4/12. so lousy marks. anw.. choir. pretty bad today? mr toh didnt come. sops went very out of tune. very bad. got scolded. sigh.. sec 4s sl leaving.. PROBLEMS!! theres like cca break until the mids are over. by the time cca resume. DIE? sigh. that stupid magical flute is SO SO SO HARD TO SING! how am i suppose to reach so high notes. i know im in sop1 but. its too high! im going to break my voice soon(: so nervous. mids are coming. AND IM STILL SLACKING! AHH! whats wrong with me. sis brought home her frence horn. its ugly and rusty. this shows that my sch is LOUSY. lols. ok. my sho starting alrd(: toodles noodles

YUPS! i played the com for like 3 hrs alrd. must stopped. mids are coming! ok. i did some stuff to my blog. haha. YUPS! i went home early today. STRAIGHT after school with gay(: when to have lunch at the coffeeshop. stupid aunty. ask her put the chilli alttle bit she put alot, i think. we were eating when it started to rain HEAVILY. i didnt know how to go back. i dont want to be wet again. yups. theres lightning. wanted to take picture of it. but we couldnt. haha. after eating its still raining very heavily. ya went to get wheels(: yumyum. hehe. walk gay to 14 bus-stop. then i walked home. haha. we went on a geography trip. we saw rapids, waterfall and lake? haha. everywhere was flooded. my shoe was wet! sigh. ya i had to run across the road again.. but this time the rain was not that heavy. so i walked. i was wet not drenched(: haha. my contats giving me problems. irritating. its like BLUR! but i think its my eye. now, im wearing specs. my eyes are still blur. BIG SIGH! anw. going to have dinner. toodles noodles

YUPS! its has been raining cats and dogs there few days. everywhere is flooded. and the heavy rain did not help cool down the weather. im still like going to die from excessive heat. yayaya. ran 2.4 again. this time! i complete in within 14 MINUTES!!!! better then the last time timing. 16 plus minutes. wa.. my sch getting very high tech. lols. use what micro chip to time? dont know what lah. oh. the sch rented it. they didnt buy it. hahaha. mids are like coming.. BIG SIGH! haha. bae yong tsang is SLOW(: !! i dont think i want to wear contacts tmr. my eyes are irritating me. theres like dust particle on it! when i blink, part of my version is blurred off. and it gets dry so quickly. all thanks to the person who changed my sitting arrangement. IRRITATING! i pass my chinese standard test! YEAH(: haha. i thot i will never pass my chinese. cause the teacher dont like me? haha. anw. theres no hw today! IM HOMEWORK FREE TODAY(: lols. CAMPUS SUPERSTAR IS NICE(: i want to join(: hahaha. next next year i will join(: hahaha. choir today..bad. 8 sop 1 left after all senior are gone. more pressure.. sigh. today had fin in choir too(: haha. xiao liang the terrapin(: haha. everybody was like crazy over it. especially cheryl. haha(: aiya. lazy to type alrd(: toodles noodles

YAYS!! MY AH MA COMING BACK TODAY! today only. but im still happy(: at least she came back. i feel so much better. not so tired and dead. i really lack of sleeping hours. woke up at 11 plus today(: didnt want to wake up. wanted to sleep more. haha. then went to make breakfast. im so stupid. i forgot the fork is burning hot and i went to hold it. and.. i burn my finger. ouch.. its ok now. i applied medicine. theres alot hw. i think i'll do it today. stressful. i cant even relax myself during the weekends. dam teachers.. $%^@!$. lols. im still having blocknose. cant breathe properly. i want my bag lah! going to bash up the person who took my bag. irritating(: lols. im so mean:P oh yeah!toodles noodles(: MISS APRIL IS OUT!

DRENCHED.. left sch early. with dummy and gay. went to have lunch at that coffeeshop.then went to the bubble tea shop for drinks. haha. GAY DROPPED HER DRINK. she didnt even drink it yet. hahahaha. poor thing. but she bought another one(: we sat down until it started to rain heavily.. gay and dunmb went to my house. we were walking so happily until we had to cross the road. so i went first. i ran across the road. and by the time i reach opposite. i was drench. i can squeeze water out from my uniform. and i felt so transparent. lols. yups. then i had to cross the road another time to get to my block. this time. water was dripping from my uniform... went back home to get umbrella for them. reach home. and changed to fresh new clothe(: wipe the floor. house was nearly flooded. then went down with my umbrella to fetch the two princess. by the time i reach them. THE RAIN WAS SO SO SO LIGHT! @$@%@% irritating. haha. came my house then they see see here see see there until 5.45? walk dumb and gay to their bus stop. waited for their bus to come. I AM SO SO NICE(: then went back. haha. oh my panda is back from the camp. my phone will be alive(: haha. going down soon. walk walk with aina again(: weekends are here again. and i got another pile of new hw to do! SIGH SIGH! teacher are stressful... they think we dont have life! i feel like a robot. being controlled by the sch and the teachers. my contacts are blurring. lack of oxygen. ok. i cant really see. going to take my contacts. noodles toodles(:
p.s MISS APRIL WILL BE OUT SOON! TMR(: